Announcement: Im Moving Back To Kampar

Yes. Im moving back to Kampar after giving it a long long thought.


Y ? Too many reasons that made me wanna go back to my beloved hometown.


1. I cannot stand the hustle & bustle of life in KL. People are everywhere and I'll   
   always have to be aware of almost everyone that passed by me. So tiring...


2. Transportation wise, driving around in KL/ PJ uses up so much petrol. Talk about tolls ,   
    they really made a hole in my pockets. If I take public transport, how in the world will I 
    go to work. There's basically no public transport in my area that goes into the area 
    where I work...


3. Higher cost of living. It's so disappointing that I can't save any money if I have to spend 
    it here like nobody's business. Somemore, the prices charged for FOOD is so bloody 
    expensive for the low cost spent to buy ingredients by the hawker/restaurant.


4. People wise, their minds are too hard to be understood. Even friends...they dun really 
    look for me. Maybe they dunno that im the type who dun look for people if they dun 
    look for me. That's because I know that Im not an important person in their hearts 
    compared to the others. Whether I attend or do not attend any function organised by 
    them, they won't be bothered. I might as well go home to get the comfort from family 
    n relatives !!


That's why, Kampar is a much better place to stay at...I guess I might just end up in TAR / UTAR and be a lecturer there...that is if im lucky enough.
Anyway, I love Kampar food the most...


Are you doubting what I talked about above is true ? Think about it !!! 
What I said is partly true though some may not seem relevant to you..

I will be truly touched if any of you understand how I feel

about it.

Thank you for believing what I said so far but just don't go too far from your own point of view cuz....

HAPPY APRIL FOOL's DAY !!! 

Did I get you ? I hope I did....teehehehehe

* Apologies to those who nearly fainted after reading my post....

* Im not moving back yet lah...what I mentioned above is merely a prank 

Cry while you listen

Ever cried listening to a sad song ?

Me ? Of course-lah...If not, why would I waste my time asking such a question wor ?? 
I think my case is a bit different than the majority. 


First of all, I do not understand the lyrics at all...cuz the song is in KOREAN.
How could I even feel sad when I don't know what the singer was singing in the first place ? Was I being disturbed by some problems in mind? NO...


The thing is the melody sounds so pitiful until I feel sad myself. Somemore, the singer must have sang and conveyed the sadness through his voice so well that it made me feel heavy in the heart...


When I listen to a song, I focused more on the melody than the lyrics. What for I want to understand the lyrics if the melody is no good??? 


Call me weirdo but THAT's me. I think I have not told this to anyone except my sis...
Now the whole world knows..kyahaha..


I guess this is one reason why I don't mind listening to songs of any language as long as the melody is within the genres which I like.

 ** I do not cry everytime I listened to a sad song...Im not up to that stage. However, tears might start flooding the eyes if my mood was slightly down that very day !! 

Unwanted promises

I dislike it when people give me empty promises. Even if it's a minial thing, I will always bear in mind what people have promised me.

There have been many experiences where I was given empty promises!!
These people include relatives, friends and my EX as well. muhahaha

I understand some of these people are forgetful enough to remember that they did promise me such things. I dun blame them...However....

Too much promises increases hope and anticipation ...Once broken, they all come crashing down. It's painful inside and this type of wound will never be seen from the outside.

Due to constant disappointment, I try not to thorouhgly believe what others say / promise me UNTIL they really do it. Then I will sincerely thank them..

"Why did you naively believed what people said?" You might be thinking this right now. Yeah, maybe Im naive after all but Im changing dy.

What I want to say is ....dun say things lightly just for the sake of sweet talking !!
Dun tell me if you know you can't do it...


Reminder:
* Dun misunderstand me "beh song" u ...Im juz stating out what I feel. I do not 
  hold a grudge against you.