24 May 2013

Friends and me



I miss the moment when I see these pics ... This reminds me of my Malacca trip with my beloved friends where I spent part of my happiest moments with them so so much. They are my pillar of strength no matter they treat me as one or not. Laughing together with them is a blessing from God ... May u all have a blessed & happy life ... :)



Let's yumchar more often :) Woo hoo !!




Yeap Im Back !!

After 2 years , I appear again ... I guess I can find no place better than a blog to express my feelings... I needed someone to hear me...or to really understand whether Im the one who is having problem communicating with others ....

Recently, arguments occured .....

I was told that I never use my brain to talk ...
I was told that I dared not do a thing because Im always scared of this and that ...
I was told that my communication method is full of mistakes / problematic ....
I was told that I never take a persons' word into heart and forgot after that ....

Some turned their back on me , which I duno why ... Maybe this person is still angry at me for arguing with him/her ? Or he/she dunno how to talk to me back ? I tried to start some conversation but ended being given a "one word" reply in a cold manner.


Am I really that poor in all these aspects ? I kept on thinking thinking and thinking ...

Sometimes, Im worried that if I kept thinking all these stuff, in the end,-

1. I lose confidence in all aspects of myself.
2. I turned to be someone pessimistic
3. I turned to be a more sensitive person in emotion wise
4. which in the end leads to depression..

I really hope I won't be diagnosed with depression.

Some people thinks that they are very good in communicating ... they expressed their point well. Well, I salute their confidence ... but I don't think they expressed their point well enough.  I hope this group of people will be able to realise that no matter how good a person is in one aspect, he/she is still lacking in a bit of it...

Best of luck to myself ! Cheers ...